December 2011
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Apparently in my house, if you don’t actively have a boyfriend for an extended amount of time, you are subject to questioning. For the third time since I’ve been back, my dad asked me if I was a closet lesbian For fucks sake, you’re lucky I’m not pregnant and stuck with some idiot, old man. Get off my case. I’ve been with guys, just in the bed not the streets.
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December 31, 2011
Yesterday I had so many things I wanted to say. Today, on the last day of the year, I can’t find the words I want to use.
I could say that I had a good year, but for the most part I didn’t. I had a horrible year. I lost everything I love as a result of my own stupidity and/or karma for my screw-ups. My only accomplishment was school- even though culinary is a bit of a cop out- I still...
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Why do we live in a three dimensional world? →
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Should we terraform Mars? →
I personally can’t grasp why humans feel compelled to touch and man-handle (pun intended) everything they lay their greedy eyes on. Even though the technology is pretty far off, we should focus on Mother Earth and leave the poor Red Planet alone. In the mean time, read this article about the “hard” decision.
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My resolution for 2012 is to get serious about finding a mate. It’s been three years and I need to step up my game before my game steps on me.
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I hate forgetting where I put important things.
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I thought it was Monday.
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December 28, 2011 (Pt. 2)
I gave up on me and I’ll give up on you. I give up on everything eventually.
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It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache...
– Oriah Mountain Dreamer
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December 28, 2011
You see, the best thing about living in an endless night is being able to delve into things I wouldn’t naturally migrate towards. It gives me the off chance of finding in others what I find in myself, things they keep hidden when too many ears can hear. People reveal their secrets in the wee hours of the morning when the only other sound is the beating of your own heart.
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My plan for New Years? Movies, wine, and the company of my cat.
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The only solitude is sleep or death.
– Charles Bukowski, from Ignus Fatuus in At Terror Street and Agony Way
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Morphology, by Peter Sluszka
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Come share a bottle of wine and a bowl mit mir.
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Somehow I managed to sleep all day until now, avoiding my family and food and everything else.
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I want to watch more documentaries. Ideas?
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As far as I’m concerned the only thing to do is sit in a room and get drunk.
– Jack Kerouac
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Maybe that’s what we look for in the people we love, the spark of unhappiness we...
– Tom Perrotta
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I laugh in the faces of death and sleep.
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December 20, 2001 (Pt. 2)
I bow in thanks to you, dear moon, for guiding me through dark forests into ranges tall and steep.
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Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And the atoms in your...
– Lawrence Krauss
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December 20, 2011
I’m not excited to explore anymore. The joy I once found in getting in the car and going has dissipated. I really need a person who will pull me around and show me things I didn’t realize were there; someone who will rekindle the flame within me.
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I’m getting my hair cut today. I’m extremely nervous because my hair is like my safety blanket, but I am also excited because I really want this haircut. Hopefully all goes well and I won’t come home crying.
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Experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes.
– Oscar Wilde
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