December 31, 2011
Yesterday I had so many things I wanted to say. Today, on the last day of the year, I can’t find the words I want to use.
I could say that I had a good year, but for the most part I didn’t. I had a horrible year. I lost everything I love as a result of my own stupidity and/or karma for my screw-ups. My only accomplishment was school- even though culinary is a bit of a cop out- I still can’t believe I actually got my ass to college (only took me long enough, shit.) I can’t really say I have advanced on a social scale either. I’ve sort of hit a plateau between having a social life and mostly being alone doing things. I have generally the same friends back in Colorado and I (basically) keep in touch with ZERO people that I used to know in Chicago; minus Brian. All my friends are new, which is cool, but I’m so fucking awkward.
Overall, this has been a fuckin’ shit storm of a year and I’m sure glad it’s over. Bring it on, 2012. It can’t be that much worse.
- ripetomatoes posted this